Reality Check
It was a free day for me yesterday, and for the whole of the 15 non-sleeping hours of the day, all I did was to borrow some books from the library for my essay, meet the group for discussions about our film, and squeeze in a short workout. Thinking back, I really don't know how the rest of the hours faded away just like that. Bottom line is, I'm getting really lazy and lethargic.
The free hours yesterday also got me thinking again, and in some way brought me back to reality. I embarked on my SEP journey for a few reasons; to get a great experience, to escape from one semester of NUS hectic-ness, and also to provide myself with some time to think about what's ahead for the next few semesters. And now that November looms, I realised that I don't really have much time left to simply just ponder about what's ahead, but I would instead have to make a decision quick.
I'm going into honors year next semester already, but with the pre-requisite for honors thesis 4101 only available two semesters from now, I would practically have to void the semester ahead, and think of what I want to do with it. I have considered a few options really; serving back my dues in the army, just going ahead with the semester to maybe improve my CAP (or danger of deproving it), to do an internship, or to just simply find a part time job and wither my life away.
Internship's my choice, but being in Hong Kong adds a barrier to this as I am unavailable for interviews. Now I'm just crossing my fingers and hoping that the companies get back to me, and that something can be worked out. I saw the job scopes, and its really interesting and I'm really keen on it. A learning experience I wouldn't want to miss, so I'm just being really hopeful now.
The tentative exam timetable was released yesterday, and we all realised how early our papers would end. So in other words, I just realised that my last paper and my original return ticket date is actually 3 weeks apart! I guess I will either go traveling, or maybe shift my return date to a much earlier one. Then again, traveling plans would really have to depend on the internship arrangements, and I wouldn't mind giving up the traveling if I could rush back to squeeze in an interview.
So the issue about internship lingers, the exam timetable is still tentative, and what really is ahead is just a couple of months time, I really don't know. Everything suddenly just seems all so blurry and uncertain.
The free hours yesterday also got me thinking again, and in some way brought me back to reality. I embarked on my SEP journey for a few reasons; to get a great experience, to escape from one semester of NUS hectic-ness, and also to provide myself with some time to think about what's ahead for the next few semesters. And now that November looms, I realised that I don't really have much time left to simply just ponder about what's ahead, but I would instead have to make a decision quick.
I'm going into honors year next semester already, but with the pre-requisite for honors thesis 4101 only available two semesters from now, I would practically have to void the semester ahead, and think of what I want to do with it. I have considered a few options really; serving back my dues in the army, just going ahead with the semester to maybe improve my CAP (or danger of deproving it), to do an internship, or to just simply find a part time job and wither my life away.
Internship's my choice, but being in Hong Kong adds a barrier to this as I am unavailable for interviews. Now I'm just crossing my fingers and hoping that the companies get back to me, and that something can be worked out. I saw the job scopes, and its really interesting and I'm really keen on it. A learning experience I wouldn't want to miss, so I'm just being really hopeful now.
The tentative exam timetable was released yesterday, and we all realised how early our papers would end. So in other words, I just realised that my last paper and my original return ticket date is actually 3 weeks apart! I guess I will either go traveling, or maybe shift my return date to a much earlier one. Then again, traveling plans would really have to depend on the internship arrangements, and I wouldn't mind giving up the traveling if I could rush back to squeeze in an interview.
So the issue about internship lingers, the exam timetable is still tentative, and what really is ahead is just a couple of months time, I really don't know. Everything suddenly just seems all so blurry and uncertain.
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