Lack of Motivation

This semester is proving to be quite a screwed up one. I still have not handed in my brochure and website assignment, eventhough I made a self promise to hand it in by yesterday. No doubt I have kinda chucked it one side to concentrate on studying, but it is somehow still at the back of my mind everytime I hit my books. The project is really getting frustrating, as printing has given me lots of problems. I have been to 3 different printers, but somehow or rather the colors would always give me problems. I gave up and decided to print in school. And just when I thought that would solve the problem, I realised that I can't cut paper for nuts, and have to redo the printing again.

The assignment, together with my slackness this sem, has also screwed up my preparations for exam. A good sign of my unprepared-ness for this exams was for IT1001 today, I actually only realised the night before that the format of the paper was 40% mcq and 60% open ended. I initially thought that the mcq was the bulk of the paper, so you know it kinda meant that I needed to study a little more. The paper in the end was so-so, but I am damn disappointed that I was left totally clueless about one 15-mark question. Eventhough it was open book, I just couldn't find the answer anywhere! Bleah. I am starting to feel a little better about why I didn't use my SU last semester after this paper. But oh well, who knows, I'm praying for a similar miracle I had last semester.

Tomorrow is JS mcq, and this is the most worrying module for me this semester. I know that the mcq tomorrow will be tough, and am still feeling a little all blur and lost about the module. Just finished my first run of studying, but somehow or rather, I seem to lack any motivation to continue studying, despite still feeling lost.

Lost, messed up, screwed up semester, depressed ... ... and to think there are 3 more papers ...