Just Feeling Down

When I was in Brunei going through the Jungle Confidence Course, be it either through the navigation phases or the survival phases, my friends and I would usually lay down at night, looking up into the sky, and somehow or rather, we will always ask ourselves why we are going through all these 'hell'. The funny thing is that, many of us usually cannot really give a true definite answer.

Now that those days are over, I find myself asking the same question in this horrendous period of the semester, in NUS instead of the jungles. I fell asleep last night, only to wake up and realise that its the start of the week again, and I still have so much left to do. Not really sure how I am going to pull through this, but suddenly I am just feeling so sad and down.

When I woke up just now at 4am, I went to soccernet and saw that blackburn won. But even that was not enough to cheer me up, like how a usual blackburn winning weekend would. We are now amazingly 5th in the table. Best start ever since a long long time, winning 6, drawing 3 and losing just 1. But after reading the post match report, I simply closed the page, and went back to my assignments.

Feeling kinda sad. This thursday will be my intercultural presentation, and worse, the deadline for the much dreaded and draining advertising report. But more importantly, it will actually be my 2nd year anniversary with my girlfriend, and yet I just cant seem to find time to get anything prepared for this special day of ours. Just feeling damn moody now.