The Semester So Far

Am in the library now, and was planning to do my Japanese studies project, but somehow or rather after sitting here for an hour or so, I am not started yet. Don't really have the motivation to do any work. A chat last night ignited some thoughts I never thought would surface.

For someone who hates to look back to regret, I take great care whenever decision making is involved. At times, I am personally assured of making the right decisions. At times, I sit back to realise that I could have possibly made a better decision. As for the issue raised last night, I am still assured that I made a right decision. But when certain things happen (or have been happening), I can't help but wonder if I could have made a better decision. Well ...

Also taking this chance to take a look at the semester so far. It has been 10 weeks just like that, and it has been to me the slackest semester so far. I am somewhat worried that the slackness will be translated to the results I get at the end of the semester. I can't seem to find back the usual gan chiong and project-oriented me. Finished another intro to computing presentation yesterday, and yes, last minute-ness again. Although I must say we do really well for last minute-ness. Many many assignments coming up, and if I really take a look at the calendar, I am actually kind of doomed already. But not sure why, I am not the least worried. Something's wrong.