Reading Week
Its wednesday already, and officially my 3rd day of mugging. Looking at the schedule I had set for myself in my previous post, I am kinda lacking behind. Spent the last 3 days on advertising, and am almost done, but still not really. I just wanna finish advertising proper because its one day after media writing paper, and probably wont have much time left for it when the time comes.
I'm using statcounter to actually track the number of hits on my blog, although I seldom check it. But apparently, I can roughly know the number of hits, just from my friends alone. They should know what I mean :)
I am always told that my blog is so academic focused (which is so true), and that I always seem so stress. I seriously don't know how to react when they say this, as different people have different blogging styles and agendas. Some blog about politics, some about recent happenings and issues, but as I have said before in some post months ago, that ever since I changed my blog skin, I stood firm on keeping my blog a personal life tracking one. So when my blog turns all academic and stressy, thats because thats really how my life is, therefore my blog can be considered a clear reflection of my life at that moment. And yes, I will always rat and complain about things in life, as I am not someone who is usually vocal about my unhappiness, so I use this space as a complaining channel. For one it makes me feel much better after letting things out.
The reason why I'm typing all this, is because I really don't appreciate how some like to use my blog to judge me, or anticipate whatever actions I may do in real life. Yes please understand, my blog can be used to bitch and stuff, as it in turn prevents me from really bitching in real life. Thats how I live the bitchiness side of me, so do understand me and respect me for that. There really is no need to bring up almost everything said on my blog, and use it against me, be it jokingly or seriously. I do understand that a blog is public, and is at liberty for any form of use, but sometimes things tend to be taken a little too far.
Yes this entry would again reveal the bitchiness in me, but well as said, thats what this blog is for anyway. I have decided to change my studying location, due to many reasons. And do allow me to qualify that I am not a mugger again. Just because I have been reading my book for a long period of time does not tag me as a mugger. If you really know how much I have really covered after hours of reading, you will understand why I am always spending so much time on my books. I have never been quick in reading or studying, as I never had the habit of reading. I never really studied for my PSLE and O's, and poly was a breeze as compared to A's. So I really am falling behind in terms of studying 'experience', or whatever you may call it. To date, I can count the number of story books I have really read in my life with the number of fingers I have, and reading the newspaper has only been a past time habit.
The message I'm trying to get across? Everyone's studying pace and reading speed is different, so do not compare. I can spend 4 days on 1 book, while someone else can just spend 1 day. Theres really nothing I can do about this problem, apart from working doubly hard and spending perhaps more time than anyone else. The very least I can really do to at least ensure that I don't get my worst ever CAP in NUS, which currently looks scaringly possible.
I'm using statcounter to actually track the number of hits on my blog, although I seldom check it. But apparently, I can roughly know the number of hits, just from my friends alone. They should know what I mean :)
I am always told that my blog is so academic focused (which is so true), and that I always seem so stress. I seriously don't know how to react when they say this, as different people have different blogging styles and agendas. Some blog about politics, some about recent happenings and issues, but as I have said before in some post months ago, that ever since I changed my blog skin, I stood firm on keeping my blog a personal life tracking one. So when my blog turns all academic and stressy, thats because thats really how my life is, therefore my blog can be considered a clear reflection of my life at that moment. And yes, I will always rat and complain about things in life, as I am not someone who is usually vocal about my unhappiness, so I use this space as a complaining channel. For one it makes me feel much better after letting things out.
The reason why I'm typing all this, is because I really don't appreciate how some like to use my blog to judge me, or anticipate whatever actions I may do in real life. Yes please understand, my blog can be used to bitch and stuff, as it in turn prevents me from really bitching in real life. Thats how I live the bitchiness side of me, so do understand me and respect me for that. There really is no need to bring up almost everything said on my blog, and use it against me, be it jokingly or seriously. I do understand that a blog is public, and is at liberty for any form of use, but sometimes things tend to be taken a little too far.
Yes this entry would again reveal the bitchiness in me, but well as said, thats what this blog is for anyway. I have decided to change my studying location, due to many reasons. And do allow me to qualify that I am not a mugger again. Just because I have been reading my book for a long period of time does not tag me as a mugger. If you really know how much I have really covered after hours of reading, you will understand why I am always spending so much time on my books. I have never been quick in reading or studying, as I never had the habit of reading. I never really studied for my PSLE and O's, and poly was a breeze as compared to A's. So I really am falling behind in terms of studying 'experience', or whatever you may call it. To date, I can count the number of story books I have really read in my life with the number of fingers I have, and reading the newspaper has only been a past time habit.
The message I'm trying to get across? Everyone's studying pace and reading speed is different, so do not compare. I can spend 4 days on 1 book, while someone else can just spend 1 day. Theres really nothing I can do about this problem, apart from working doubly hard and spending perhaps more time than anyone else. The very least I can really do to at least ensure that I don't get my worst ever CAP in NUS, which currently looks scaringly possible.
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