Down

I really have no idea why, but I am feeling kind of down today. After yesterday's advertising mid term, yesterday night and today was suppose to be a little break for me to really catch up from the past few days of projects and studying. Well I did kinda relax last night, playing some silly flash games till 1 am, looked through some project guidelines and instructions, before I headed to bed. However, somehow my body clock automatically woke me up at 8am.

From then till now, I have been feeling very tired and down about studies and my life as it is now. I was so sick of school that I skipped universe lecture, and am having a horrible mentality of probably already wanting to S/U that module, despite not even doing my project and final paper yet. To think of it, S/Uing IT1003 last semester really did pay off, not in terms of results, but workload. Its until now then I really realise the benefits the S/U option brought to me last semester, which played a huge role in my results last semester.

I look to my left, I see notes and readings. I look to my right, I see textbooks and even more notes. In front of me is my pencil case and even more notes and projet guidelines. Really like the phrase Tse Siang used on his facebook, that NUS is probably cheating me and many of us of our early 20s years. In fact, just a couple more years, and I will already surpass that stage. Damn ...