Exams and Problems

Well the exams have started, with my frens going thru QET and Econs already. My first paper would be coming in just 2 days time, and I am already feeling very tired with studying. Spent the entire week studying, and glad to say this is the first time I actually plan how I want to study. Usually I would just study 1 or 2 days before the paper, but knowing that is not very possible in uni, I managed to study for papers which follow closely behind my first paper. Although I must say it seemed more like reading than studying, but then again, is there really a difference there? Is studying all about memorising? Just hope that I can do well. Feeling really mentally exhausted.

Just read something and felt a little disturbed. For those who frequently go blog surfing around, you should know what I read. In fact if you read what Im posting below, you should more or less know what Im getting at. Sometimes people just do not understand, and only see things from their point of view. Of course, they are entitled to do that, and nothing mentioned was wrong either. No blames attached here, but maybe just some thoughts and questions which could be based as considerations, and of course not excuses.

1. Are we again being compared? Did anyone know the difficulties and constraints we faced this time?
2. Were we expected to know everything, and could more support or advice have be given?
3. Are our failed attempts going to be deemed as failures, instead of daring and new approaches?
4. Are we going to be condemned for our mistakes, or be given advice and suggestions for a 2nd chance?
5. We have only that many people, and that many ears and eyes. Are we suppose to be able to see every corner of the world? Wouldn't it be better if it be brought up to us, instead of behind us?
6. As usual, why are all the bad points highlighted? What happened to the good ones?
7. Why are we judged on about 2 months plus of work? Is there no time at all for us to learn? Are we expected to just fit nicely into the puzzle? Are our promises expected to come in that early?
8. Why must people always bring up the elections? Wasn't it obvious that the elections somehow or rather did not serve its main purpose, but instead escalated into some kind of battle? Don't people know that we did not choose for it to become like that, but certain circumstances just left us with no choice?

This is one reason why I actually thought for so many days before getting myself involved in this. This is what I hated about this involvement, but as expected, here it is staring straight at my face. Of course, there is no way this is gonna put me or anyone down, nor am I going to look back. What concerns me is the future .....